Recovery

I failed the challenge having been thrown for a loop. One question knocked me off kilter to the point that I could not find my stride. Funny thing, feelings. I know there was no intent to harm. I can only blame myself for feeling the way I did. I cannot be angry that there was no reciprocity. I must admit that it always hurts to discover that someone you care deeply for, doesn't care at all. I'm not used to anyone I know being so very devoid of feeling. I have yet to become accostomed to those who don't know how deep the rabbit hole goes and the intensity of my capacity to vibrate to their rythms.

However, all it takes is one shining moment. When you walk into a room and he can't take his eyes off you. When the desire to be near you supercedes all rational thought. When the last words you read before you sleep are "you are so beautiful" and you know it's not the outside that he refers to, this makes a wonderful balm. It goes a long way to soothing a blistered heart.

Mom was right, it's not always who you want, sometimes it's who wants you that makes all the difference in a day. I didn't wake up with the sick sense of loss I've been feeling for weeks. Instead I woke with a smile.

M,
enchanted...

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